Why do I do this to myself
Beat me until the voices in my head stop.
I don’t understand my own thoughts or what going on in my own head.
College kids literally don’t care about walking in the way of cars at school because we’re like “hit me i don’t care pay my tuition.
Most people carry that pain around inside them their whole lives, until they kill the pain by other means, or until it kills them. But you, my friends, you found another way: a way to use the pain. To burn it as fuel, for light and warmth. You have learned to break the world that has tried to break you.